Specially for you

I made my boy cry again. And this is just something that I want to say to him before he leaves for his next trip.

He cries whenever he thinks about me leaving him.
He acts like a small boy whenever he's with me.
He tries to make up for all his wrong doings in the past hoping that I will trust him once again.
He thinks of ways to cheer me up whenever I'm upset.
He lies on my lap at times while we're watching movies in the cinema.
He gets jealous whenever he sees guys trying to get close to me.
He needs to hear my voice every night before he goes to sleep.
He craves for my assurance and yearns for me to pamper him.
And lastly, he loves me more than anything that he has ever possessed in this world.

Yes, its this boy who made me cry time and time again. Its this boy who had betrayed my trust over and over again. I don't deny it felt as if like you were being stabbed at your heart directly at that exact position over and over again. The pain was indeed unbearable but to my surprise, I chose to hold on.

Baby, I just wna tell you tonight that I still love you as much and I'd never ever want to lose you or leave you. I know that recently you're starting to feel really insecure but I promise we will pull through this ordeal together ok?

I really have no idea how much more we have to go through together. I know we've came a long way and yes, I believe we can go further as long as we're together. Believe me, I love you baby foong.