Thursday, December 16, 2010

Day 2

Baby just sent me a text from cambodia that the wifi is down over there and he's gna turn in alr. Sigh thought we still could phone for awhile, but ohwells. I miss him like mad now and I wonder if he does anot. :( feel so worried for tomorrow cos we're gna collect our N level results and baby won't be here for me if I really fail. Sigh.

Woke up with swollen eyes and a damn bad running nose. Stayed at home for the whole day and I tried keeping myself occupied so I won't think about him/results so much. But kinda failed much la? I know I'm so emotional. Hais, nevermind bout that.

I don't know what to say now. I just wish I could talk to baby now bcos he'd be able to stop all these negative thoughts which are stucked in my mind now. :( idk how am I gna get to sleep, arghs bad night like this always sucks ttm. Alright, shall not let this emo-ness be spread to you guys. Bye world.

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