Hewllllliewwww. yupp, im back! (: Weel today was such a nice day, fell asleep like unno what time in the mornng with all the lord of the rings hardcore people! Was getting boring uh.. and was feeling really giddy after the johhny walker and coke. best lah. But too much is really not good man, you just feel like puking. (: Vin puked, luckily i didnt have too much! Hahaha. Okay okay, less about me, more about us. (:

Left the house around 5, waited for 963 till 5.20 ! Grrr. Travelled travelled, got lost in stupid sentosa. LOL. Called baby, she taught me how to reach UWW. (: Finally reached, walao, so many indians. no offence to anyone tho! Just that the place was really packed with indians man, like from dunno how many different tour groups. lolol. Luckily faed was there, picked lil princess up and went back to harbourfront interchange. (: Miss her so much, its been only 2 days buttt its like, so long to us! Finally get to see each other , feel so much better. (: Had Green curry and tom yam with baby, wowwowaaawieeeee. Food was awesome! We both enjoyed so much, spicy until we both got runny nose. Went to get bread for baby,cause i wanted her to have breakfast! Most important meal lehh. But my baby always never eat. Grrr. :@ OH YESH! The aunty collecting my money looked at me, then babybug, then looked at her assistant, then said, wow you guys look really alike in chinese. Waaaahhh made me and my baby's day man. like totally. Sent her home, *peck :B

Well, the main purpose of posting today riht now, is because i really wanna help my baby get over her fear of losing me and stuff. Well baby, this is for you. (:

Baby tan, we've known each other since the start of sec 3 yeah? Yupp, but there were no feelings then. Hahaha. What a joke, when you actually confessed to me on april fool's day. I really thought it was a joke. Until i saw tears coming down from your eyes, did i then believe that you really meant what you said. Hahaha. We've went though so much man, from washing blood off at the water cooler, to wrapping hampers and me buying the wrong wrapping papers, to jolene's birthday surprise in school, to me holding the umbrella trying to sheild you from the horrible rain rain. Hahaha! But yeah, my dumb girl still stepped onto a big puddle of water. (: I'm really glad to have been there for your first solo performance at greenridge area, and i know you really appreciate me going down. (: Yes yes, we were really happy that day too! Going to the hill and just relaxing and enjoying the night breeze, happy were we. (: It actually all started from then. Yupp. But all thanks to my undecisiveness, i didnt wanna get tied down to a girl and into a relationship so fast, because i had my freedom at interest. Then i thought to myself,i've hurt you countless times alr. really really many times. And if it were to be another girl, i can garentee for sure she wouldnt even wanna stay and suffer. But you did. You changed my life and gave me another last chance to feel how it feels to be loved by such a nice young girl like you. You've never given up hope on me, never hurt me back no matter how much i've done ,never discouraged me. Instead , you gave me the encouragement i needed and push me onwards, though you would cry silently at home at times because of me. I realized really how much i meant to you, and that was the reason why i chose to be with you. A relationship isnt a play thing, and thats why i had to think of a long time first before i told you my decision. A point to note is that i didnt get together with you because of how i pited you, but itwas because of your actions that actually woke me up and made me realize , the person i really love deep down was you. I slowly began to fall deeper and deeper, knowing that i couldnt bear to leave or hurt you anymore. I really hated the past, to be frank. The lousy kakit, doing things out of no reasons just to hurt you, and so many other stuff that was just selfish acts that just hurt you time and time again. I admit i was wrong. I didnt know what was going on in my mind either. But all i know is that no matter what happens to us now,i wont let go of your hands nor this relationship. Its because i've learnt though you how to really treasure a person, and that's you. No matter whether this post you will trust again anot,i dont mind. I will wait for that day till i finally prove you wrong, and you finally gain back that courage to start loving endlessly again. Baby, i hope this post is good enough , but even if its not, i just want you to know that i really mean every single word i've posted in here, and i'll be fighting for that inch for us, if you dont have the courage to start loving endlessly without fear again. With love, baby foong. (: