I AM A LOSER

Well, SS and English paper wasn't really well done for me. Idk why, yes I'm starting to doubt myself and this doesn't feels good at all. English used to be one of my best subject, but this time round it just totally sucks for me. Ironically, I find the paper rather easy but I have no idea why I just don't have any confidence that I will do well this time round. Argh, it really sucks when I'm starting to doubt my own capabilities or perhaps it was just pure luck right from the start? It sucks even more to doubt the one whom I love the most. Gahhhh. I need to reflect, bye world.